Prologue

This is a new start for me. It's a long story, and I don't believe people will fully understand what had happened, or even after hearing my stories, I don't really believe that people will be on my side. That's the price of unknown things. That's the price of secret. At first, I thought, I can be a new me, or maybe somebody that even I don't recognize. Maybe the world just need a person who are nice, a person who can shield everyone from the reality, a person who is a role model.

As I walk through the days, I know I can't do that. I can't face my own self in the future, if I tried to be somebody else. This is a package: an eccentric, emotional, aggressive, passionate and no-nonsense person.That's me. I teach with a purpose. I know people will not understand. Most of them thought that the benchmark is high. Or the notion, "everyone should already know this and that". I'm not. I truly believe that these students need the full guidance, as they lack the knowledge of these things. I hope I'm not wrong.

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